Im not really sure if I should even call it a date because it was just supposed to be lunch but ive just got back in my hotel now so technically it was a date. We went for a lovely meal on the south bank yesterday afternoon and that was supposed to be it. He was meant to be going back to work but he decided to ring in an tell them he was taking the rest of the afternoon off to spend it with a very special lady. (Yes I know, I wanted to cry too how sweet is he) To say I was gob smacked was a bit of an understatement I was made up. I had all ideas in my head of going for a romantic stroll through the South bank but he had other plans, you see when he was in Liverpool and we went to see P.s I love you he had asked me if I wanted to see Sweeny Todd. I replied like a divvy no I’m scared, so yesterday he decided it was time for me to overcome my fear and to help me he was taking me to the London dungeons I nearly died. Well I was having a nervous breakdown all the way there but once we were in I was fine I jumped a few times like but half the time I was putting it on so I could snuggle into him hahaha. Then last night, because I’d been so brave in the dungeons we went to see the movie Sweeny Todd. Then for dinner, I can’t say I was scared in the pictures because we spent the night, erm well use your imagination lets just put it this way I was gutted when the film finished not that I was watching it. At dinner, he told me about his ex girlfriend and why they split up apparently, she cheated on him with a lad who she went to school with. I don’t actually know if I believe him though im mean if you could see him you wouldn’t believe anyone would cheat on him, and I was certainly not going to slag the girl off at the end of the day I’d be one to talk im not little miss innocent like am I. From the restaurant we went to a lovely little bar had a few drinks there then back to his for a nightcap I really didn’t intend on staying but I literally fell asleep with my coffee woke up this morning in his bed to the smell of bacon and eggs. We spent today listening to all his old c.ds then went into town, ive just got in now and he’s coming round at half 9 cause we have a table booked downstairs. It’s so mad I’ve spent my life waiting for things like this to happen to me and now it is Im waiting for my world to come crashing down around me and to find out he’s secretly married with 14 kids a house a dog and a mortgage. Its actually putting me off having dinner with him tonight because I know he’ll end up coming back to my room and then what happens, one thing leads to another and I don’t want to sleep with him cause that’s when I’ll start getting attached I just don’t know what to do. I do know one thing though I have rambled on for far too long I better, go an have a shower and clear my head.