On Thursday 12 girlies and me fly to Dubai for 2 weeks of sun, sea and the other S not for me obviously haha and to say I’m excited is a huge understatement I can’t wait. I’m not even worried about missing Matt I’m quite used to it, we only really see each other at weekends anyway unless I’m in London in the week for work but apart from that it’s only really the weekend, and to be honest that suits me fine. He’s having a breakdown though thinks I’m gunna have a holiday romance I said if he didn’t trust me and shut up then I would haha he soon shut up. I can’t believe how well thing are actually going for me my life never runs this smoothly and I’m scared to say it but right now I’m having a ball.