I think me and Matt are nearing the end of our relationship, we haven't "spoken" for weeks we seem to lack the ability to have a civilised conversation. Take last night for instance we had a huge row, I had come home from work and unpacked the shopping, Matt tried to open the fresh loaf of bread which i had just brought in and i just lost it with him, i couldn't understand why he would'nt use the bread in the bread bin, it was perfectly fine.
How ridiculous is that though we are arguing over a loaf of bread!.He walked out last night an as nasty as it is to say it I was'nt bothered, he called me this morning to say he's coming round tonight to see if we can sort this out. The thing is i'm not interested I don't care, I love him so much but I just havent got the energy anymore, i cant handle the arguements anymore. I know i'm being a complete and utter bitch and i don't even deserve him. He slept on a friends sofa last night and his only crime was openening a loaf of bread!
What the hell is wrong with me?
Posts archive for: January, 2009
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I think were splitting up but why don't i care ?
@ 2009-01-20 – 13:29:19
